Bottomless emptyness

Knotted insides
this front hides
all these feelings
and their meanings

huge gap left
and such a mess
where my heart
was torn apart

from my mind
and past behind
where all sense
becomes less dense

so less in fact
that it won't come back
and this emptiness
feels bottomless

my hopes and dreams
ripped at their seems
night mares and fears
now reappear

the love and hate
that just won't wait
for the concern
how i must yearn

now all is torn
I'm left to morn
now no ones there
to guide and care

reminding me
how i can't see
a exit to leave
and how to grieve

so i sit and cry
to pass time by
when will this end
so i can mend