Just a soul full of regrets

Too many tears have left my eyes
because of how you treat me
too many scars left to hide
because you wont let me be

too many last chances
that you always manage to ruin
did you ever really try?
or just like to watch me losing?

losing this war i battle
this fight cant seem to resolve
Ive tried to walk away
but i remain too involved

too involved to ever forget
too wound up in your pointless lies
i believed you were genuine
but really all was disguised

masking all reality
as i fell in love with you
every move you made was planned
while i didn't have a clue

a clue of the pain to come
when you moved to someone new
a brand new game for you to play
with me left still needing you

will this need ever end?
i ask myself each night
whenever i catch your eye
there are tears i have to fight

and when ever you pass me
it stabs like the sharpest knife
as even though i seem OK
i cant seem to end this strife

slowly losing all control
of everything around
i used to be so happy
but you've run me to the ground

you've taken over my mind
and you've ripped my heart to shreds
no power left inside of me
just a soul full of regrets

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