In his horrid way

The way you look
never understand
the way you look
don't comprehend

that snobby glance
your selfish ways
if you just saw
how i pay

my book of dreams
broken and torn
my book of hopes
destroyed, forlorn

if you'd only see
a little deeper
whats real inside
my torturous keeper

keeper of pain
keeper of blood
making me feel
as dirty as mud

dirty and grotty
so ashamed
my power has ceased
no longer Will reign

instead all power
belongs to him
that terrifying
devil within

he stole my innocence
he stole my mind
my virtue around
no longer will find

no longer myself
no longer my smile
his twisted ways
his words just vile

he has me trapped
locked far away
from this world around
now his horrid way

*don't like it myself, but please comment how to improve, thanx :)*