One more cut

Just one more cut to feel
so i know I'm still alive
one more dash of blood to show
there is still something inside

pining for that tool
or those small scissors so sharp
for i can no longer feel a thing
i no longer have my heart

instead its in front of you
on the floor, just there in the corner
you think thats just a mess
care to lend a shoulder?

i'll explain, a mess maybe
but all has been torn again and again
you see i cant take anymore s**t
i hate being the one to blame

i cant take it, i need to scream
just one more cut would do
i know i promised mum
but i cant live if its without you

i need you more than air
your my world and i cannot lose
I'm sorry, i truly am
if you asked it'd be you i chose

drowning in these tears
my eyes they start to sting
don't leave and kill whats left
don't take my final wing

the stars up in the sky
don't have the answers i need
so i ask for one last cut
to prove that i can bleed.

*i wrote this last nite..... i didn't cut ...... and ill b k ....... I'm beta now. please vote/comment, thanx *