18 and dead
wish i could just rest my head
on a pillow or just the floor
and say to myself I'll do no more.
18 and alive
i take a dive
into the depths of life
i see a wife
not now but soon
i shall swoon
her heart is mine
and we will drink wine
on our honeymoon i die.
i will lose everytrhing and nothing in my life. for i have "lived" but died inside.
from 5 to 18 i have been,
nothing more than flesh and blood
no soul nothing real to me just an empty body carrying a great pain.
sorry for breaking the rhyme but i lost myself in grief to see that i have wasted my life and should just end it all. reflection of one's life is a B I T C H thanks/peace
