I Used To...

by Cody   Jan 27, 2005


I used to not know what to do with life
I used to cut myself with a knife
I used to hide all my pain
I used to think there was nothing to gain
I used to hurt the ones I love
I used to wish I was a dove
I used to mix my tears with blood
I used to feel dirty as mud
I used to watch myself fade and fade
I used to wish a coffin is where I laid
I used to kill myself from the inside-out
Now, I see the love that life is about

*1/19/2005

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  • 19 years ago

    by Cody

    And don't think just cause you reach that point that the pains go away, cause I get those thoughts just as much as I did when I was doing them, it's just I constantly look for things to keep me from doing them. Don't worry, you'll get through it someday. Just remember there are people out there who love you. That's the biggest thing I had to realize.

    <3

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