Final Breath

Nobody knew the feelings
Nobody ever cared
That every-night I kept wishing
That someone was actually there.

The only time I felt comfort
Is when the cutting released the pain.
And when I heard the footsteps
I put the blade away.

Then the day had come.
I knew it was time to go
So that night I cut deeper
And the blood started to flow.

While it was all happening
I wrote my final note
To my mom and dad
And then I finally let go.

The note read the words
And the blood stained it too.
The things mom and dad
Would have never knew.

"Mom you never loved me
And you never actually cared.
So at age 11 I stop hoping
That one day you'd be there."

"Dad you were so mean.
And your words hurt me most.
I was just a little girl.
And you never thought of me most."

The walls are getting closer
And the note is beside my bed.
As I take my final breath
They never knew I was dead.