Faith In Myself

What am I doing?
I’m stronger than this
And I know it.

I’ve stopped myself before,
When it wasn’t so bad,
Back when I wasn’t addicted.

Though I’m not sure what
Flared this new obsession
I’m positive I can stop it.

It will have to be secret
Confidential and disclosed
Talking about it
Will only be birth to more
Curiosities and wonders.

I’ve done it before
I can do it again.

I have faith in myself.