The End

When life's so bad
you want to die,
you plan your death everyday.

you sit around
and wonder why
things ever got this way

you wonder how it got so bad
so hard to live
to stay

to stay in this world
so mean, so cruel
that you want to pass away.

when you're so caught up
you don't even care,
whats on the other side

all you can do is sit on the floor
and cry, and cry,
and cry.

you no longer have control
over what you say
or do.

theres so much pain and grief
and anguish,
you don't know where to start.

there cant possibly be
enough love in this world
to mend your broken heart

you contemplate the many ways
the slow, the quick,
the painless.

everything is ready now,
your heart is beating fast.

you want to get it over with,
but the courage you cannot grasp.

you try and try
to do the deed,
but you've lost
all sense of time

you try and try
to get it done
but you cant
commit the crime

you doubt your line of thinking
is the choice you're making right?
maybe you should put it off
do it tomorrow night.

you only want to stop the pain
make it go away

you don't want to have to end it this way,
but you fell you have no choice.
you don't want to have to leave today,
but you know you have no choice.

its almost over
you think to yourself,
just one more
and you're gone.

your best friend calls you
as your body hits the floor.

you fade away into darkness,
darkness,
the end.

Copyright ©2005 Amanda Hope Indelicato

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