Not sure

Not sure what to write about
not sure what to think
not sure if I should give up on life
not sure if I should wait,

Not sure what to believe anymore
not sure what to listen to
not sure if I should throw everything away
not sure of what I should do,

Not sure what to hold on to
not sure what to grab
not sure if I should say goodbye
not sure if I should keep everything i have,

Not sure what to care about
not sure what to see
not sure if I should close my eyes
not sure if I should give up being me,

Not sure what dreams I hold onto
not sure what I am
not sure if I should kill myself
not sure if I should give a d.a.m.n