Obsession

I have and obsession it has a hold on me I cant run because every where I go he finds me.

I try to let go and move on with my life, i just want to get away from the pain, but i cant put down the knife.

When i close my eyes he's standing there with open arms to make me think he cares

he hugs me so long and tight, i hear his heart beat every time i sleep at night.

he says he's trying to make it right please God help me put up a fight

He looks in my eyes and sees a soul so pure, he knows my love form him is the perfect cure.

He takes my heart and holds it in his hand; he threw it in the ocean now it's broken in the sand

I trusted his eyes and fell in love with his kiss; this is one obsession i will forever miss

I try so hard to turn my head and walk away, he just wraps me in his arms making me stay.

he keeps me waiting wanting more; i just know he sees me as his lil wh@re

His bite is vicious and his demands are ruthless to try and run from this obsession is useless

He has a hold so tight i cant escape i pray to God just to let me get away from the hate

Take this pain put it in you arms and destroy it with your love, take my hand and let me rest with your dove

Hold me close while i have withdraws form him, My light was so bright yet he's made it so dim

So I close my eyes and let go of this obsession........ when i open my eyes i now i have learned my lesson...........