Confused

I'm confused about everything
About everything that goes on in life
About who I maybe and who I am
About what gender I like and dislike
Of all the strange things in the world
Why does God have to punish me
for I am confused about life and shiit
Why does everything have to be about me
please help me to be unconfused and focused
For all this is happening in my head
sooner or later it will soon explode like a bomb

Srr this is not that good but this is how i felt today