YoU ASKED ME DID I EVER LOVE YOU``~~

Listen to me closely as I reveal the true feelings I have
You ask me did I ever love you
The answer is how
How do love someone you've never had
How do you love someone you can never really call your own
When you have to share them with everyone else
In this world
Every time you look me into my eyes
I can see all the lies you've ever kept
When you hold me I can remember nothing but regrets
I ask my self do you even care that I cry at night
Wanting someone that will never truly be just mine
The love that I have will always remain
Even though you never really appreciate it
Did I really love you or was it just my heart wanting
The impossible
I know that there is no impossible
I had you to myself knowing that it was just a lie
You were my illusion that faded away
And now all I have is a memory that slowly will
Be forgotten as I have done with you
You asked did I ever love you
The answer is how?