When Is It Ok To Live?

When is it OK to live?
How long before you let someone close to you again?
Do you just say OK its time or do you just know?
Can you trust your heart with someone new?
Is it love or just because your lonely?
Or is it you just want to feel a warm body next to yours?
I don't know how to feel should i love again or not?
I have missed holding hands with the one I love and now theres someone who wants to be with me.
Is it OK to live again?
Theres a lot of things to think about.
Why am I so unsure about how I feel?
Will I ever live again?
Can I ever be happy again?
Or am I just to wonder where to go next?
I want to live.