Fill Me with You

This gray sky swimming above
I can't do anything right
I keep on making these mistakes
My sins bound me tight

I'm sinking and it scares me
I'm dying and it hurts
I can't let myself go
When I haven't even lived first

These ropes are holding me
And I'm tied to my doom
Above me is salvation
And below me hell looms

I fall to my knees
I can't do this any more
I don't see why I must struggle
My heart and mind are sore

I don't understand
Why does this happen to me?
I've failed again and again
I'll never be who you want me to be.

I guess if I wasn't dying
I wouldn't need you here
But Lord, I'm falling fast
And I can't take the tears

Please God, forgive me
I'm not enough, I know
My sins are deep in my heart
And to you it shows

My heart is empty without you
And my soul would not exist
Grace has to fill me
To give me peaceful bliss

Come down on me, Lord
I never was alone
But fill me with only you
Fill me to the bone

Don't let me fall apart
Don't let me fall from you
Make my heart in your name
And turn this gray sky blue

I need you more than I can say
I can't breathe without you there
I want you like I want security
I need you more than air

I'm telling you God, I am ready
Take me and make me whole
Life without you isn't life
There is no heart without soul

Send your love down to me
Let me use it like you do
And if you should so let me,
Let me give my life to you.

*~* There is nothing greater than God. *~*