Its seems with each passing day it gets worse. the heartache, the struggle to breath, the pain in trying to believe....
someday things will be ok. it never could be it never would be! i miss him, the real him, the side he never lets anyone see, except for me. i cannot get him out of my head, im going insain, my heart and my soul just is not the same. i'll never tell him everything i feel, he'll never understand that to me its all too real. i can feel my tears fall before they even start, because it seems they are continuosly falling down my heart. he'll ask me what is wrong and i wont know what to say, so i'll just keep it to myself, or i fear he'll run away. my heart is breaking slowly, i feel it as i cry, i cannot fight this feeling, i want this love to die!!
