Angel

Some people only dream about seeing an angel.
Well, I got to touch one.

Everyone could not wait for you to be here.
Especially you parents, sisters, and brother.
But when the doctors told your parents they couldn't find a heartbeat.
They cried more tears than they thought they had.
Your parents fell apart and so did everyone else.

We know you see us and we're still here.
We just wish you were here with us.
We all need you to pull us together.
If we only look back with a smile instead of a tear we would all be okay.

I was sitting there while the nurse brought you in so we could see you.
Just watching your mom hold you and crying.
Looking at your father trying to hold everything inside.
As a tear fell down his face.
I tried to hold everything in, but couldn't do it anymore.

I will never understand why God took you from us.
I know we're not to question why.
I know he has his reasons.
I know everything happens for a reason.
I am just filled with so much madness and sadness for the same reason.
Thinking about why you had to go.

I know you are in a better place growing, laughing, playing, and watching over us.
I just wish you were here with us so we could play and hold you.

You'll always be apart of our lives.
And we'll have you in our hearts 'til the end.
Just remember this....
We will be together again, I promise you that.

You are an angel watching over us.
And a star above.

We will always love you baby girl.

Forever Lasting Love