Daddy\'s little girl.. no more.

I'm tuggin at my hair
&&Staring at my converse
Screamin on the inside
Guess you never cared
How I felt while you were gone.

While you were gone,
I've grown darker.
I've become Smarter, yet
I've become depressed.

While you were gone
You've missed several attemps of
suicide and apparently
several calls of mine.

But when you were here
you were clearly blind.
All you did was scream && shout
at me. I never heard an apology.

Now you're gone again.
&& you're missing several
attempts of suicide && i guess
you'll never know what's
going on inside my mind.

Over the years
we've grown apart,
I guess it's true what mom has
always sad, I'm an accident
on your part. && You couldn't
care less of me.

I guess I've always known that
you hate me, ever since I dropped
the salt && you through me against
the kitchen wall.

I must be bad.
I must be stupid.
I must be ugly.

Why else would you hate me?

Underneath all the cuts && bruises,
I'll always love you daddy, even
if you don't love me back.

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