When we met, my life changed, when you met
me, i changed yours, or at least tried to.
We went out, had a great time,
not knowing, that soon you would be mine.
As soon as that happened, I found out about the real
you, not wanting to believe that it was all
true. I tried to help you, and it seemed to
be going well, but the truth about it all,
to no one i would dare tell. You began to
change, or so it seemed, it soon went back
to that same old scene. It went back and forth,
playing like a broken record. Things
were good, then they were bad, one moment
you would be happy, the next, you would be
sad. I would deal with this, and try to make the
best of the situation, rather than
wasting time giving you an explanation. I
would go out of my way, just to make you
happy, but when did you once ever tell me,
that you at least appreciated my company?
I had never felt like this about anyone,
and i guess that is why i put up with so
much, you made my body weak, with just a
single touch. And just as i thought things
were going right, we would just end up, in
another stupid fight.As soon as you told me
you would be gone for two weeks, we spent
the most that we could . not wanting to
think about not seeing you, i would play it
off, as if i were OK, but inside i was
dying, and didn't want you going away.
Either way you still had to go, and didn't
hear from you, until the fourth of July,
and you never called me after that, and all
i could think of was why. I didn't know
what was going on, i hadn't heard from you
in so long. Then i heard that you were
here, and confused about why you didn't
call me to say so. You then told me the
truth, something that never crossed my
mind, then i thought, how can i have been
so blind? How can someone that loves and
cares about me, find someone else? All i
wanted after that, was to be by myself.
But deep down inside, i still wanted to be
with you, but why, when all you did was
hurt me and tell me lies? I still don't
know, and probably never will, but I'll
just let you finish this poem, after all,
its only my heart you've killed
