I soon realized i needed to get over you, and
just forget about everything we had shared, but
like always, you had somehow someway of getting me
back, you made me feel strange, something deep
in my heart, something, i couldn't explain, i fell
for it, like i always had, hoping that this time
it wouldn't turn out bad, but i was wrong, just like
everyone had told me, i guess i was blinded by
all the love i felt for you, and couldn't see.
sure it started out fine, but just that one week
was more that enough time to realize that we weren't,
and would never be, it was a stupid mistake that
i will never make again, i still cant believe i
fell for all the bullshit you said. i cant believe
you would do this to someone that has given
you so much, and only tried to make you see you
had something to offer. and when you used your
lame excuse to break up with me, i really knew
the truth, i accepted your lie, and that we would
never be, but of course that was alright with
you, because your new girl was NOTHING like me,
and she never will be, i guess you needed a change,
you were tired of it all being the same, i didn't
care, i started moving on, or at least started to,
and then you call me trying to reconcile? what
kinda shit was that? you hurt me, lied to me, and
broke my heart into a billion pieces, and now you
wanna be my friend? how bout you think about what
you just said, and think if after that, you
deserve my friendship. i know that 2 wrongs dint make
a right, but why even try, if you know we'll end
up in some kind of fight? but this time, i have
really been strong, and began to move on, and have
been able to think with mind, rather than having my
heart, be my only guide
