Two Years

Two years of crying
Each day filled with pain
Pain that fills my weeks and months
Because things aren't the same

Two years of questioning God
Wondering whether to believe
Two years of hating Him
Because He made you leave

Two years of emptiness
Not one but two full years
Jars align my walls of hell
Filled with fallen tears

Two years all alone
Feeling so withdrawn
An October anniversary
Two years that you've been gone