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by Am Bam Jul 27, 2006 category : Sadness, depression / about depression
It was dark and lonely. Another stormy night. A girl feeling she was only a reason for her parents to fight She runs up to her room and locks her door Her parents assume she's alright so they just ignoreShe cradles herself on the floor crying She feels like she's by herself, she feels like she's dying She feels like shes at fault for everything Her mother always telling her she's nothingThe girl reaches into her closet only to pull out something bad She also pulls out some paper to write a suicide note so sad Holding the blade, the reflection showing past memories She holds it to her wrist sliding it, at this she was an expertiseThe tears mix with the blood that seem to fall so endlessly She cries, "I'm Sorry", she cries it so helplessly She felt no one really cared, as if anyone else was faking it She says the names of anyone she once loved with each and every slitThe last cut so deep, she sheds her last and final tear The note laying beside her saying "It wasn't a lie. I told you I'd disappear" She was mommy's little screw up angel And not to forget daddy's little broken girl