Too much to ask?

Too much to ask?

The look in my eyes I'm sure you know
How much more do I have to show?
I can't help but to feel the way I feel
And I don't know how to deal

Looking at me different, not the same
I don't even know who you've became
Lost in myself trying to find who I knew
But then I get my self lost in the new you

A kiss of passion lights the flame
And in the end I'm always to blame
Tears falling down my face
Now feeling like I'm such a disgrace

Thoughts running though my mind
And yet here I am again time and time
Feeling so lonely when you're right there
Wondering if how I'm feeling you're aware

Can't understand what's wrong with me
I just wish I could make you see
But the harder I try the farther you stray
I wonder if you are getting ready to walk away

Never acted like this before
And I do not like it more and more
Keep telling my self you care
Maybe what I ask is not fair.

Don't know the answers to all I seek
This is to you what I speak
Just need to figure out things, need some time
Because I feel I lost the heart that was once mine

© Firexfly16
December 5, 2006