Terrified

Im scared,
im completely terrified actually.
scared oof what will happen if i see you again
and scared of wat will happen if i dont
i cant believe i fell so hard
i knew you werent going to be there to catch me
of course shes gonna say shes okay
and flash that famous smile
but look into her brown eyes
and baby you broke herr
how come i keep going back to the one thing i need to get away from?