Why Am I?

Why do I have to be the way I am
its hard to explain how it feels
to be looked at and criticized
just cause of the way i look
I hear the girls laughing behind me
I know why they laugh and make fun
its cause i am me
fat and ugly
It doesnt matter what i do
they always treat me the same
i can help and teach
but to no avail
I try to get somewhere by kindness
but still no matter what i do
i get ignored cause of what i am
fat and ugly
why do i have to be like this
i try to change it
but i have no reason too
But I still wonder why I am who I am