I really don\'t know where the hell to start!
All this shit inside of me is tearing me apart.
It\'s just too much to bear!
All the guilt, confusion, pain, and regret.
I\'m dying for something to help me forget!
I did it, so i deserve it back.
All the shit I\'ve done is now kicking me in the face!
Will he ever feel all the pain he\'s caused?
Feel his heart eat him from the inside out, like me?
I wonder if I\'ll ever be able to let it all go,
and live my life with out all the bull shit!
Will I ever be able to feel, to live and it all seem real?
Or will life always feel so fake?
Everything\'s getting to me!
The only comfort I have is the realization that
tomorrow\'s another day.
But I\'m tired of giving up
and watching people fade away!
It\'s going to seem like forever but eventually
it\'ll all get better.
Untill then I\'ll have to find the right way to fall!
