Confusion

You made a scar on my soul
because of how you treated me
i am no longer whole
and constantly i try to break free

you changed who i am inside
i'll never forget what you did
from my feelings i must hide
because of what you did to me

you made me feel so unclean
like I had done something wrong
how could you be so mean
to where i felt like i didn't belong

you broke my heart as a child
when i believed you were a hero
what you did was crazy, wild
and deep down your only a zero

you ruined my outlook and views
you soiled my innocent mind
i can't believe i was abused
by someone who seems so kind

when it all started i was lost
you said it was just a game
it came to me at a cost
and i'll never be the same

you said i shouldn't say a word
because nobody would believe me
i would love to sing like a bird
but i can't hurt family

You ruined what i saw as right
to this day i am still confused
although i put up a fight
i still ended up hurt and used