Mislead by lust and confusion,
Ignored all the love you gave me,
Should have always realised how you cared for me,
I now understand how much you cared,
I needed to grow up,
You have made me more mature, may not believe that one,
I can’t live without your love, care and attention,
I need you to make me whole,
I was stupid and immature,
Actually made me love you more,
I need to re-gain the trust I broke,
I need to realise that I can trust you,
You love me and I need to remember that,
All I have to say is ILOVEYOU,
I don’t ever want anyone else,
You are my one,
I’m sorry it took me so long to get to this point,
ILOVEYOU and I want to spend the rest of my life with you.
I made the promise that I will never do those things you hate,
And I mean that.
I won’t ever be with someone else,
I won’t take illegal drugs,
I will try my best not to smoke,
I know how much the smoking means to you, due to your Nan,
And for that reason and that I will do anything for you…
I will never smoke with you…
It’s a dirty and pointless habit,
And I will try not to ever do it again,
That I can’t promise though,
I never want to make a promise I can’t keep anymore,
Promises mean nothing if they aren’t kept,
And promises are kept mainly when you have a reason,
My reason is you,
I can’t live without you,
Whatever you ask of me I will do,
Actually that is a lie,
I will give up anything for you,
I won’t kill for you,
Taking a life is not an excuse for happiness.
I’m in love with you Harrison Fisher.
((Since i wrote this feelings have changed...THISWASNOTLOVE)
