I donâ??t really want to say good bye and I really donâ??t want to leave you alone but now I have to do whatâ??s best these tears have been flowing for nights and will keep I will be your many mistakes and you will be my joy yet all my pain looking back at the nights that stain my heart with shame but when you have come and gone so fast I ask was it ever really there when I was with you I got lost in time lost in your eyes and lost in your touch but now time is slower then ever your eyes are nothing and your touch is rough I realized that when you said you loved me it didnâ??tdidn me you went the way I made you feel your now the star of my night mares and no longer my life I grip my sheets at night and scream your name taking deep breaths but still not unof feeling a lose of breath and the beginning of my death in my last word I began to say chest ache isâ?¦
