My Feelings For You

Nathan I want to
Make you see
Just how much you really
Mean to me

I love my life
Even more then before
And on my past
I have shut the door

I haven't been able
To do that for anyone
Now I'm trying to be better
For you and my son

I fight my depression
And smile on the outside
All the while knowing
One day it will collide

Even when you can't be around
I know you love me
And I don't have to worry
About where you might be

I haven't run away
Like I'm known for doing
I usually turn away
And just keep going

To protect my feeling
And my heart
This would be broken
If we were ever to part

I don't want to tie you down
Or scare you away
But I love you more
And more each day

I hate that I can't help you
When you are down
I hate that I can't change things
And turn it around

If your feelings are
Half as true as mine
Then years from now
We'll be sipping wine

We'll think of our lives
Both good and bad
We'll remember our time
Both happy and sad

I finally found
My juggalo
And for that fact
I don't want to let go

But should you leave me
Always remember this
Our time here is short
So treasure every kiss

During our time together
I've never doubted you
And I just want you to know
That I LOVE YOU!!

The last poem I wrote in the relationship... alot of good it did