Without Question.

I sit here,
thinking of what i can do to make him love me.
wondering where he is,
who he's with.
i close my eyes,
rubbing my arms,
and smile while thinking of every reason why i love him.

I'm in love.
In love with someone who makes my stomach do flips,
In love with someone who makes my heart beat insanely fast when he's near,
In love with someone that makes me get chills throughout every bone in my body.

The way he grips me tight when he hugs me,
makes me want to never let go.
Seeing his name on my phone when he calls,
makes me tremble, yet, calm at the same time.
When I'm lying in my bed, i stare out the window,
hoping he's staring out his too.
For in that one moment,
we were together.

I begin to think I'm over him,
then he smiles at me,
then i know I'm nowhere near close.

When he touches me,
my hairs stand on end.
When he looks me in the eye,
i can't help but stare right back into his.
It's his voice that makes my palms sweat and my head spin.
His fingers that touch the tip of mine, make my heart shoot to my throat.
The softness of his skin that makes my hands tingle.
When i hear his laugh,
i look at him, grinning like he is the most amazing thing I've ever seen.

I give him a hug, hearing his heartbeat,
and i know because of me,
its beating fast.

Its the fact that everything about this boy is perfect.
Its not an obsession,
I'm in love,
without question.