My scars always remind me, of the pain that's still in me. And i can't help but think of, how good it felt to bleed.

Of all the mistakes i've forgotten, and left behind. You're the only one, i can't get off my mind.

Yesterday I was sitting alone, with a blade and a bottle of pills..
And all I could think about was how disappointed you'd be if you ever found how weak I really am...

Lately all I can think about is getting you off my mind..

I've stopped friends from commiting suicide. I've found the perfect place, and felt happy inside. I've givin up bad habits, and started over new. But through all this, i still can't get over you..

Sometimes i can't help but wonder.. Do i cry because you don't love me? Or because i can't stop loving you?

With a single smile, you took my heart, and a single tear from your eye, will tear it apart. So please don't cry, for both of our sake, though i know that you won't, because all you ever were was fake..

I can fight back the tears, and wear a fake smile, but nothing's gonna make, my life worth the while..

Take my heart, break it in two, then maybe i'll try to forget about you. Though it didn't work, it was worth a try. I'll just love you with all the pieces, till the day that i die..

All i have left is a memory, of all the things i used to be...

~*I think this is going to be a poem.. I'm not sure yet..*~