Fear, sadness and feeling of despair
all mixed in one for this girl to share...

Pain, deceit a feeling that awaits
happiness no longer seems to be my fate...

Juniors our son I can see his pain
how did you feel when he looked at you in shame...

I think to myself I love him but I must let him go
I need to turn my back on him and just let him...

My mother is like a rose so pretty and pure
She sends out her love so the world can endure...

I'm pulling the strings now how do you feel
Being in my spot, it doesn't feel so real...

I love you and I wish I didn't feel that way
But I must be honest with myself I sometimes wish...

Am I a fool to love you all these years
To be waiting on you through my tears...

Love you are everything in my life
if only you would come and make things right...

On the outside I show a disguise, not the real me
you have to come closer if you want to really see...

I'm thinking of the moment when you and I first...
It was a moment I would never forget...

Black liner smeared across my face
silent echoes coming from one place...