I try to smile but it will not hide the amount of...
I try to be happy for being alive...

I look out my window and want to see
The world outside thats surrounding me...

To my daughter whos only seven years old
in her heart shes hurting the pain she seems to...

I did something I know shouldn't do
I had you at my home and gave into you...

They lay ed their lying on a cold winter night
Reminiscing on the love that use to shed light...

I'm OK the pain is going away
No more you standing there telling me what to do...

Its too late I must give up this fight
the struggle to make you love me isn't so right...

During this time where I'm feeling down
I look to my children to take off my frown...

Baby girl why so blue
It wasn't your fault that he left you...

If you don't know by the words that I write
What kind of girl I am and the battles I fight...

Just too many I think to myself today
too many reasons why I don't need you to stay...

Dear broken heart I promise to pray
that god will heal your pain so you don't hurt...