I wish I could tell you how I feel
these emotions inside of me I want to reveal...

I try to smile but it will not hide the amount of...
I try to be happy for being alive...

Its too late I must give up this fight
the struggle to make you love me isn't so right...

As you grow older life gives you different paths...
One may be full of dead ends; one may be what you...

I'm OK the pain is going away
No more you standing there telling me what to do...

Too many tears pouring down my face
thinking of painful memories wishing to erase...

They lay ed their lying on a cold winter night
Reminiscing on the love that use to shed light...

Lurking behind the shadows of an unbreakable wall
are demons from beyond waiting for their call...

The words we've spoken
secrets unfold...

When I was a young child I wondered why it rained
I use to ask my mommy if god was feeling pain...

Sitting in plain darkness I see the moonlight...
my body's filled with anger, as I think about him...

Here I am thinking of what words to say
To explain how I been feeling this whole time you...