Where was god when I called
from the bloody floor...

All i feel is pain
it consticts my heart...

It\\\'s a windy day in Saudi Arabia.
As the troops sit around dreaming of America...

Love the feeling i live without
the feeling i long for but never arrives...

All i can feel
is this evil...

Why is this my life
burning and slicing my skin...

Dad stop drinking
dad stop smoking drugs...

I sit down feelings emptyness
thoughts racing through my head...

I burn my flesh
it feels so good...

Love i thought i found you
love you make me feel so wonderful...

I can not feel anymore
after all the abuse...

Afraid to let myself go
just to be beaten back down...