Why must you still taunt me?
i wish that we could just be together like we were...

Love is the enemy,
but yet, it's what we crave...

Butterflies flowing through my stomach,
just as i think of you...

Why do I find you so interesting?
I'm just intrigued by your every movement...

Could you answer me?
Please, just let me know that everything will be...

On the inside i'm just dying.
what i show on the outside, is me lying...

Slowly bring it up to you
cold and shear but is it true...

So i find myself looking at his profile more...
so i find myself looking at his contact...

Sometimes i do still think i want to end it all.
pull the trigger...

Writing your name a million times...
i know it's dumb but i can't help it...

Your glittering eyes stare down at me...
You say i'm beautiful...

That cold shear blade pressed firmly in hand.
"slit your wrists" is what my mind...