I can really relate to this poem, and it hits home for me. I like your opening line, it implies that you have tried to deny it, but know that you just cannot ignore how much it hurts.
I also like the layout of the poem throughout, right to the every end where you choose to slow it down, and then leave that last word on its own, creating more impact and the word "Destroyed" really is a great word to end with. Showing exactly how this person has made you feel!