Courtney, as always your writes are open and from the heart. Religion is a tough one. You are raised to believe certain beliefs, beliefs your parents have taught you and that they believe too. Too break away from that can cause a lot of chaos and problems with your relationship with your folks. I guess as a parent of adult children I've had to let them make their own choices as they've gotten older. It may not be what I want but it's not my decision. You are very brave breaking away and living your life as you are most comfortable with. It's no easy choice. Hugs to you-Brenda