imprisoned love

i know how you feel. the first person i ever loved is now my ex and he is the only person i have ever loved. mostly because Im too scared to fall back inlove... if i do and we break up i dont know how i could deal with that all over again. it took me months and months to get over my ex. everytime id look in the mirror i wanted him to still be by my side. but now its over a year since we broke up. we are friends, we call eachother once in a while, laugh about old times, make fun of eachother, reminisse about inside jokes, sometimes its like i forget we ever broke up. we are so different now i realize and this is why we probably broke up for the most part. God works in mysterious ways. all i can really tell you is time heals all. and yes someday you will be able to say 'it is better to have loved and lost then to never have loved at all' because in all actuality: you never lost, you learned. hugs n kisses,

lyn