U like criticise yourself,but from ur poems and the way u talk i can say my opinion,that u aint jerk :) telling to a girl that u dont love her,(though she made u go through hell),it doesnt means u are jerk,it means u are a honest person,and u moved on :)
Great poem, if a guy has the courage and sense to say your words then he is def. not a jerk. Explaining your feelings always helps make things easier. What hurts is when someone leaves without a goodbye or without a notice.
"Listen my dear, I loved you and still do
And I will never be able to hate you
Am not upset, angry or blue
Am not even putting the blame on you"