Ur poem touched me a lot..
I can feel the pain u feel inside and how much this hurts..
So don't worry you won't see me cry
I'm going to pretend your just another guy.

These two lines express the conflict inside u that U cant believe that he is the one u used to love and the one who promised u that he would never leave u behind...It's really so sad..
Good job,plz keep it up..