Well im glad ur spilling out words instead of your blood. i hope that u won't stop writing and i hope that making poems will make your life more bearable. i had a time like that too. i haven't lost a friend yet but im sure it's really painful cuz mine are like family to me. i've became a lot happier since they came into my life. don't stop writing and you'll be ok =) btw...great poems

I havent read the rest of your poems, but so far, this is perhaps one of my favorites because i can relate to this in so many ways.