Wow. This is really heartfelt. Fantastic writing. Keep it up. :)

Honesty it's like what you said "i know this is a completely different style of writing. It's mixed with some stanzas rhyming and others not."
but i will give you 5/5; it's true it may look confusing but somehow i can understand your feelings and so i like it

I love it.
=D
Keep writing.

To tell the truth , this is poem is my favourite :) I share the same feelings as you do :)

Nice job! I like it!