I can tell from your poem that you just write it when you were down and never thought about choosing the words, you just wrote down from your heart

good job
and guess what? you still have long road to walk and for sure you will find the right guy along it

Yeah i just wrote it down from my heart and i didnt choose any words. i was too sad to even think about what to choose i just wanted it to be out. :)

and yeah ill find him someday, Hopefully.

I FEEL U MAN...
WISH U ALL THE BEST WITH FINDIN THAT SPECIAL GUY... HE DAMN SURE IS HARD TO FIND... BUT MAYBE U JUS NEED TO LAY BACK AND LET HIM FIND U...

BLESS

Nicely done my friend