Just because you cry does not mean he has won. everybody cries. its good to cry it lets out a hell of a lot of emotion inside.

you have survived and you are still here. you are stronger than he is and a much better person and therefor.... you win!

great work x

Awww, this was really sad hon, i can definately relate to you.
try to get help somehow, i'm a good one to talk, the one who tries everyway not to be.
I'm always here gorgeous, day or night, when i come on, i will get back to you asap.
Be brave things will get better it may be stormy now but it can't rain forever.
Lovee.Kelseaa.
xo