Ah hun, I know how you feel. I suffered from anorexia and am still fighting a battle with bulimia, despite what people say you always feel the total opposite but from looking at your profile picture you have got a beautiful face and stunning features!!!! we all have flaws but everyone is beautiful in their own way. You are way more than just a mother and don't let anyone ever tell you any different. You're a beautiful person on the inside and the outside and need to realize that!!!