Life is not just how you want to live.. life is so gr8 coz one day you will find your hero.. you will find someone whom will rescue you from your fears and you will feel sry for your self cause one day you were thinking of this..
lsn i do this all the time, when i get in a bad mood and something like shit happens i think of how many hours remain to end the day and i say to my self no one will ruin my day and i want to make this remaining hours the best hours of my life and then i get so happy and something good happens..

I like your poem, because it's raw.