That sounds the same as my dad but hes still alive i really like your poem

Your sadness is felt in this write…but do not blame yourself for what happen…I to had this same type of father that drank himself to death…it is a sickness/addiction that only that person can say they want to get help…some do and some do not before it is too late….may you find peace and joy deep within your once again in your heart one day soon….take care young lady.

sadaddy