I like this.
And unfortunatley I know how youu feel.
I used to be going thru tha same thing, honey. And youu may hear this alot and not believe it rite now but things will get a little better in tha future.

I'm sorry youu feel this way, I rely am. No one should ever feel this way. If youu need anyone to talk to I'm here to help.:) Just PM me if youu wana talk.